I was too busy to write up an updated journal, but the other one is WAY too out dated...
so i'll just try to sort out my head a bit over here.
I've been taking quite a few of students in school for tutoring, tho i still have no idea how many have i actually got. apparently careers center had to cut me off because too many people requested me for tutoring, but again it doesn't quite make sense because i've only had 3 confirmed emails so far. hmm...
Still a lot of work as usual, getting really behind schedule with freelancing. school had been really demanding especially with all the tutoring and extra lifedrawing. assignments don't quite make my life easier either. i think i'm really biting off more than i can chew this semester.
My head is pretty much a mess right now, tons of stress plus i'm a easily paranoid type of person, thinking too much really isn't doing me much good. Right now there's just way too many things pressuring me, and i feel like i need some one to talk to. but in this program everyone's just as busy as i am, otherwise we are just all gathered together yelling bullshit at each other, which in most cases only helps to a certain degree. i don't want to waste much of my friends' precious free time just to listen to my problems.
I love being with my friend tho, they are some most awesome people i've ever met. I wish i can just stop worrying so much, and go with the flow. everything that's been happening these days just took too much out of me, leaving me mentally and physically exhausted.
Sorry for ranting, and thanks for reading this non sense.
All the best.
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But other people are going through the same. Can't be school without stress! lol Keep doing the great stuff you're doing and all the best.
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If it's not awkward talking to someone you barely know, you can talk to me. xD
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Maybe it's weird of me to offer cuz we don't know each other well at all but if you ever need to rant about Sheridan issues or have questions or something about the program I'm totally here to listen. Sheridan=major stress and I find hearing that other people have been in the same position helps.
But in terms of the more personal issues that may be plaguing you (you mention that you wish you had someone to talk to) I highly recommend the Sheridan counsellors. I know there's a whole image attached to that, "Oh counsellors mean that I need help, or that I can't handle it on my own" or something but it's really not the case. I went to see one of them when third year was hell and was surprised to learn that many animators were seeing counsellors. It's just that kind of program, I guess. Which is sad. But it's just good to know that they're there if you need them.
I'm sure you can pull through :0
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Hope things get better for you soon!
And I'm glad a cool guy like you has great friends to back up.
(I'm taking it as easy as possible for my first year)
:3 When stressed, hot green tea is always my answer.
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dinmoney's got your back! (=
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Just remember that there is always a point in life when we feel defeated with everything going on, but that is because you are doing everything that is needed without unleashing your emotions and stress. Try to find some time for yourself and do something to relax. Just sit somewhere quiet and do something that will help your mind clear... maybe even rest a bit.
I hope you feel better soon, and try to clear your mind somehow because if you continue to be busy and drained then it can make you overload and things will get worse. And remember that your friends here on DA will always listen and help you out. *hugs*
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